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2010-06-25T21:49:00.002+08:00

BAIK BESTFWEN YG LAKI YG POMPUAN. NAMER JEK BESTFWEN TAPI TAK PERNAH FAHAM!!
PART KORG DH BREAK ADER MATAE BARU...STILL CONTACT WITH THE X...BOLEH
BEI EX AKU DH TUNANG...AKU CKP RINDU JEK..MEMEKAK!
SIAL AH SIAL BTOL

2010-05-29T19:41:00.001+08:00

MAKSUD MIMPI NYER APER

ERGGGHHH!

2010-05-17T15:29:00.002+08:00

MONDAY THE 17TH OF MAY 2010

AT WORK RIGHT NOW...USING THE COMPANY'S COMP. SO BORED...

I AM SICK...MY THROAT HURT LIKE KENA RODOK DGN SAMURAI...AHHH KAU WORD...

TOMOROW IS PITBULL'S CONCERT....HOPEFULLY GOOD NEWS I GET THE TICX..I DUN WANT A PASS...IMAGINE TO BE THERE EARLY N ROT FOR 4HRS.... GOING WITH ABG LOOOT... N PLEASE PLEASE AKU TKNK FALL SICK.... NK JUMPE PITBULL SEH...HEHEHEHHE

FOR NOW..... TOODLES....!

BOLEH TK SAYA MOHON AWAK PUTUS TUNANG

2010-05-16T15:17:00.000+08:00

LAST FRIDAY : MC ! MEETUPS WITH ITE MATES. HAD PIZZA HUT FOR DINNER DEN TOOK A CAB DOWN TO MEET THE REST FOR SHEESHA. NOT THE WHOLE LOT OF US CAME DOWN. BUT YEAH...HAVING FUN THOUGH.

AFTER SHEESHA FAUZI *TERPKSA* FETCH ME AND HAAZEEQ AND HEADED TO BIASE JUGAK...ZIRCA/ REBEL. MEET THE REST THERE. N YEAH GREAT NIGHT YET AGAIN ALL TIPSY N DRUNK...SAPER YG BUKAK BOTOL? KAK EKA JUGAK... BUT A BOTTLE WASNT ENUFF AFTER ALL THOSE DANCING N PERSPIRING N MIMICKING PPLE. ZAN GOT EACH ONE OF US A BOTTLE OF JIM BEAN.... HAAZEEQ CRACK MUKER STEAM MABOK TODI NYER! HEHEHHEHE.

WHOLE NIGHT OF SHIOK-NESS!

CLUB NEVER FAILED ME TO MAKE ME SMILE.

SAT : A LAST MINUTE PLAN WITH LOOT, HEADED TO SUNTEC IN THE EVENING FOR NIYANG RAPIK. AKU DH TKOT...TUTUP2 MATER ZOOM OUT ZOOM IN MATER LAGIK... BUDAK TU LEH....FEEL RESTLESS AND BORED. INDEED IT WAS A TYPICAL STORY.
DEN TO NEWTON TO HAVE DINNER, CALAMARI,KERANG N KANGKONG N FRIED RICE...MCM SIKIT TAPI SENAK DIER BOLEH BAWAK TDO NYER SEH..... LOOT BRING ME TO SPORE FLYER/ F1 PIT STOP...N WE SURVEY THE "HELIX" BRIDGE....N MARINA BAY SANDS MALLS....WE GOT SO TYRED N BORED AT THAT PLACE...EAST COAST JUGAK TEMPAT MELEPAK... HEADED HOME AFTER THAT. THE FRIEND WHO NEVER FAILED TO BRING ME ANYWHERE N WHEREVER I WANNA GO. THANKS MY DEAR!

2010-04-29T12:59:00.002+08:00

DAILY ROUTINE NOW...WOULD BE WORK...WORK N MORE WORK...WED AND SAT NITE WOULD BE NIGHTLIFE..NIGHTLIFE..NIGHTLIFE... OFF DAY AFTER MY PAY DAY..HOW GREAT...

2010-03-31T09:28:00.008+08:00

20th of march 2010:
visuals.......

2010-03-23T21:16:00.003+08:00

last sat was awesome too.... eventhough we are nt in talking terms....but wen heads get dizzy.. things just happen. rebel n zirca was fcuked up on sat... most of the guys were unable to get in...but in the end..org kater nk seribu daya tknk seribu dalih. so finally they gt in.

sun to chalet..for the twins birthday... zan was there.. n i miss him badly.... buahhaaha. cute kan dier.

mon starting of my new work...pretty okie.

wednesday till tue on course at toa payoh..bird is sending...weeee..best!
n sat.....sentosa...with the boys.... hopefully anne can mke it....

2010-03-13T16:42:00.002+08:00

for the past three consecutive weeks- especially on sat.... great times..great night...with you guys!! n today another night of fun..again!

2010-02-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

visuals after so long..
rebel on sat with lovelies

2010-02-22T16:47:00.002+08:00

EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE FOR THE PAST WEEK TURN OUT SOUR
I MISS SHAHRIN LIKE ONE HELL OF A MOTHERFUCKER.
I QUARREL WITH BIRD... N HE IS CONTROLLING ME LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.

REBEL FOR THE PAST WEEK WAS SUPERB.
THAT IS WHY I LOIKE NIGHT LIFE...FORGET UR MISERIES...
A MOMENT OF HAPPINESS AND LAUGHTER.
TO FAUZAN..NASIR N THE REST...THNKS FOR THE DRINKS.

AY AY AYCHICO!

HEHHEHE....cuteness!

2010-02-06T10:57:00.001+08:00

i miss us!
bfs are such an ass...thats spells our broken frenship!

2010-01-23T13:25:00.001+08:00

so one's again..eka falls for another abg super 4...again!!

i btol2 suker awak..pasal awak sgt caring dgn saye!

2010-01-12T08:59:00.002+08:00

so biotech or chemical tech?? which is damm pathetic cus i fcuking hate these kind of course.
or shall i take a private dip...even its private.. tapi diploma beb..hehhehe

my mum is sure going to sponsor..but she ask me to take in private diploma beauty therapy courses. i made my decisions if i am unable to apply anything by end of feb den cosmoprof academy is gonna be my answer pple!

2010-01-08T13:09:00.001+08:00

he was not a so close fren of mine. but he have touched me with his jokes and laughter. i still remember u ate tomyam. but i cant stop crying whenever i see you in my memory. you are gone forever. it saddens me when a person as talented as you is gone. but ur death really move me...n i am m still crying while typing this. i duno how his colleagues goin to accept the fact tat he is gone. when i m nt that close to him..is crying lyk shit now.

rest in peace kazim!

before he was gone. i was browsing fb in my sis album. but i was stuck at ur photo for almost 5 minutes. n i got to know u are gone in a few hrs time.

2010 jus please go to hell!

2010-01-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

i thought that 2010 would be a better year for me. lately....i have been enjoying every single minute of my life with smile and laughter. but today just marks the day i m totally piss off with you.
me always talking nonscence...when i barely talk to you for less than 10 minutes. me pointing finger at you..but the fact is i saw it infront of my own eyes. u totally spoill my good impression of you

2009-12-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

2009 will cum to an end soon.
lots of things has happen. be it good or bad.
life is full of challenges. all mightly wont let us go through all this if he noe that we can't take it.
met new people.
shahrin got engaged
rashid got married
i finish my course.
i dun need a p plate now.

wateva has happen. 2009 is not a good year for me.
i m welcoming 2010 wit open arms.

2009-12-26T14:34:00.002+08:00

download princess and the frog- alone
watch avatar at cine with- shahrom , loot , anne
sherlock holmes at cine with- birdie

movie marathon for a week. best nyer idup aku

2009-12-25T12:53:00.003+08:00

2009 - eve birthday

2008- celebrating advance birthday

2008- one day after my birthday

look at 2008 pictures. my arms are huge like hippo. but i think i lose a little weight this year. n just by looking at this pictures just booze me up to loose weight even more. for now that is my 2010 resolution. the very main thing i want achieve. i want my sec weight which is 48kg. or even lesser. i believe nothign is impossible. yes i still look fat now. but i think i am now better.

2009-12-20T16:54:00.000+08:00

supperclub was awesome.
will update when the time is right!

2009-12-16T10:53:00.002+08:00

my throat is so damm red.hurts like saw cutting through my veins. i have been going through alot of intv this week. hopefully i will start work by next week. i hate that my money is depleting. i am a heavy spender. zirca this weekend. hope my throat get better soon!

2009-12-14T12:56:00.002+08:00

there must always been something wrong wehn i part-ied at zoukout like

2007- last minute trip to zoukout.

2008- too high till u get tired of dancing. alot of wasting time

2009- didnt get to the rnb booth. like wtf! n some people just like to piss me off.

but it was fcuking enjoyable..... i fcuking hate that ,my camera was with my sis fren n everyone mostly were seperated.

i fcukin hate u hafiz. aku benci benci kau.

den the very next day..headed to mustafa...with yishun guys....shahrom n yan.....just to accompany anne to get her travel bag.. den yan treat us at simpang! weeee...abg yan blanje oi..susah dpt!

2009-12-12T10:07:00.000+08:00

i miss him accompanyin me to interview
to lunch.
to shop.

i miss having you to be there with me 24/7

i hate when i realise i made a wrong decisions.
i miss u making me happy with things you can bought for me.
i miss u letting me make all the decisions

i miss chiling with u at sk8 park....
i miss ur flips.
i miss ur sweat.
i miss u kissing me on my forehead.

i miss looking at u eating wanton noodles with gravy.
i miss looking at ur sk8board.
i miss those times when u say i was ur gf @ ashlee simpsons showcase
i miss u carrying me eventhough ur small.
i miss nek yah.

i miss those time we bake together.
i miss premade brownies that u bake

i miss taking random pictures with u.

i miss u. when u txt me; "b i really really love you. dun ever leave me" (with ur broken english)

i hate that i m losing you forever now.

i just need u to get rid of my guilt.
i dunno y i never appreciate you.
i think i m so dumb like fcuk!

2009-12-10T17:54:00.000+08:00

dont left me hanging, boy

2009-12-03T09:43:00.002+08:00

IN LESS THEN 3 HRS TO MY FOOD SAFETY AND HACCP TEST.

IN LESS THEN 5 HRS ENDS MY LAST MODULE.

IN LESS THEN 24HRS I M GONNA PARTY HARD.

PLANNING TO GO PHUKET N BANGKOK AT THE END OF DEC. COUNTDOWN AT BKK.
BUT DECIDED TO FOR GO IT. FULL MOON PARTY BUT LETS GIVE IT A MISS...

STILL HAVENT GET ENOUGH CASH FOR THE TRIP. SORRY ANNE!

NEED TO GET A JOB REAL REALLY SOON....

FOR NOW LETS BE CONTENTED WITH WAT I HAVE NOW.....

2009-12-01T23:04:00.002+08:00

i got a crush at this guy....super super cute...just the right one....ketak ketak 8 lagik...mak oi.
got to know him from dblo... n unfortunately he is from ite simei..so k tk jadik! matae dier pun dak simei.spoiller! cute ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-29T11:10:00.002+08:00

a week has past since my birthday..i may not get wat i really want..but i m happy dat u guys plan made me happy...with ur funny gestures..ur hardwork in any of ur planning. i love u pple alot!

thanks to yaya for planning the surprise celebration. nisa for the birthday cake. tipah n tiara for joining the fun n camerawomen.lia thanks for being there...my birthday..but kau yg dorg buat mcm puteri..jealous..hehheheh. thanks for the lame jokes n stuffs. thanks for keeping everything in the dark.

met hafiz on the very same day...thanks for spending time with me...n be my comfort zone throughout the night.

thanks anne and min for the wonderful but tak spicy langsung at thai express...n thanks for making me spend money unwisely.

thanks to dzul and friends for giving the first sip of jim beam..hehehhe

thanks to dut n kauthar..both of my exes...spend the night on my birthday with exhaust pipes steering wheels.n speed speed speed on my eve. i love u both.

thank you to ibu for spending ur money n ur treat to sakura.

thanks to bird tirta n shafiee for the swensens treat...

lastly thabks to those who have wish me!

2009-11-25T11:22:00.002+08:00

bird's sis...just bought herself a $3000 chloe bag
i envied. i wish.

2009-11-24T19:13:00.002+08:00

i am pretty sorry that u didnt get to spent or fulfil ur plan on my bdae. but we had a piece of our time at seoul garden. i noe u couldnt get me gifts or suprises this month...but i will wait...

2009-11-18T18:26:00.002+08:00

reply to dzuls blog:

he didnt ask me out. shahrin the one i was talking about is my 4 years x. who currently now engaged with another gal. now tell me how he will be with me on my bdae. so is just a thought okie. a thought a wish...that would never ever come true. btw the one in the picture is not shahrin..can u please remember dzul?! kau kan bestfwen aku...hehhehehe

2009-11-18T10:37:00.002+08:00

2012 on sat with his work mates.

i just hope..u can make me fall back in love with you.

losing him...is just the same as losing two person in my life.

you will get wat i meant wen u noe how i accepted him in my life.

sidetrack: i miss shahrin. ur my 21st wish. not a comeback but i need a comfort hug

2009-11-13T18:56:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHUT!!

MET ANDY (ABG SUPER 4) YEST...WEE.....M WE DANCE TOGETHER...WITHOUT EVEN CARING IF HIS EX WOULD LOOK AT US... GEREK KAN.....
I M ELATED FOR NOW...TOODLES..JUST NAK LUARKAN JEK

2009-11-10T19:07:00.001+08:00

i got a secret..but i m NOT gonna tell.
hints to you are done...just urself to make it happen.

2009-11-06T13:12:00.002+08:00

dblo was super super boring nowades...mebbe i had too much of dblo..mebbe i need to change club....mebbe i shud stop partying.

anne and i are missing our puteh brown dgn pak itam. pls pls cum to dblo....

kl in dec is cancelled...

abg super4 is out of my list..cuz x are important den friends. whats with goin back with ur x? x are in the past n forever will be in past..cum on..mebbe i shud start loving the x wen one is gonna get married in dec..n the other already engaged n arab is hating me now like hell. n the other exes...smpah tkleh harap!! n naz wants me back... nie lagik satu bes kan duet aku jek...can go jahanam lah asshole... dumb fucker! i m gonna curse u n keep on cursing..i think that is wat i do best.

i miss dzul..dzul i miss u lah! ur voice makes me sound asleep.btl kan!

2009-11-04T19:37:00.002+08:00

3o crutches
3000ml of plain water
soup based food
swimming twice a week
30 mins jogging once a week

lets get rid of the babat k...atykah!

2009-11-04T17:08:00.001+08:00

PEOPLE JUST CHANGE LAH SEI...
PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN...

2009-11-01T13:06:00.002+08:00

i met two of my ex's yest night..due to boredom.

azuan is acting so kekok infront of me...which i dunno why..n i super super like his badan.

kauthar was as normal..show off standard...but he accompanied me through the wee hours of morning. i supper love his neu car NISSAN SLYVIA dok.... he said...pompuan2 kat luar mater merah kalau nampak u naek nie kreta..hehhehe..wth brag!! biaselah he is the only malay who drives this car other than the chinese. but his car just gets better n better.... from estima to odyssey to sunny to bmw now to this..n inner modified summore..whoosh...till den i m enjoying my life!

that guy leaning with baby nissan slyvia is my x.......

2009-10-31T08:10:00.002+08:00

he said we will meet up after his melaka trip. let see if he made that come true..cause he is in a state of tipsy!

we exchange our missing gratitude and he made me declare that i like him.... i like you n i like you alot abg super 4!!!

2009-10-28T09:03:00.002+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS ABOUT TWO WEEKS TIME.. NO MOOD TO CELEBRATE. NO PLANS. NO HINTS. NO EFFORT.

I NEED TO SAVE UP FOR DEC... FOR ZOUKOUT FOR HOTEL FOR SHOPPING FOR KL FOR BOOZE . HOPEFULLY ZOUKOUT WONT TURN OUT LIKE LAST YEAR.
I NEED $500!

I MISS ABG SUPER 4.. I REALLY MISS HIM. I MISS U LAYANING ALL MY CRAPS. U ARE MY SAVIOUR TO ALL MY CRAVINGS.

MY ABG ONE N ONLY BIRD..WAS PRETTY PRETTY SWEET ON WEEKENDS...HE MADE HONEY CORNFLAKES FOR ME. THE ONE I CANT STOP CRAVING FOR. WE HAD GONG GONG AND BBQ CHICKEN FOR DINNER. SUPER SUPER CRAVING. HE FULFILL ME.. BUT DUIT AKU OF COURSE.

I CANT WAIT FOR THIS THURS..CUZ MY CRUSH2 WUD BE THERE. BEST2! N MEBBE WEEKENDS AT JB WITH ANNE AND MIN.

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HOPEFULLY ABG SUPER 4 IS AT DBLO THIS THURSDAY.

2009-10-24T19:46:00.002+08:00

to abg super 4 aku yg cute biler kai helmet:

eating chillin session with you was a splendid time spent
and when our eyes meet when u sent me... i really miss u..i hate to b apart with u.

i dunoo but its starting..but i noe for sure..there's nothing more we can get...

jatuh cinta lagik...!

2009-10-21T09:25:00.001+08:00

just look back at the past and pause. just remember the time our love just spark. i want you to remember that...deep deep inside my heart i still love u.

2009-10-18T03:36:00.002+08:00

sometimes i take things for granted n i say things that i dun meant..
sometimes i always expect you to be like him..but u r not.
mebbe.. certain things that i choose in life..i have to adapt to it.
afterall it was partly my mistake.

2009-10-16T18:07:00.002+08:00

I HAVE BEEN PARTYIN 3 WEEKS STRAIGHT FOR THE MTH OF OCT. EVERYTHING IS SO LAST MINUTE. PRESENTATION LAYOUT NOT DONE YET.. NOT SURE HOW TO EVEN GET STARTED. MY EYES ARE SORE RED WHEN I WOKE UP...I COULD BARELY SEE WITH MY RIGHT EYE...N I M SQUINTING RIGHT NW. I CANNOT SEE BRIGHT LIGHTS TOO...I M SUCH A SICKO LIKE THAT..DOWN WITH LUCK THESE WEEK. BROKE OFF WITH HERMAN. BECAUSE OF STOOPID REASONS..I DUN EVEN NOE WHY WE START OFF IN THE FIRST PLACE. NAZ IS IN DB N MEANING NO SWEET TALKING FROM HIM..N MEANING I WILL HAVE MY TOTAL FREEDOM FOR ABOUT 9 DAYS. WHY NT A MTH...WOULDN'T IT BE BETTER. MY BIRTHDAY IS NEAR.. I DUN EVEN NOE WHAT IS BIRD GETTING ME?! HIS LAST PAY WOULD FALL ON NOVEMBER-HE WILL NOT GET A LARGE SUM.. I M SO SAD..ITS MY 21ST. I THINK HE MIGHT EVEN POSPONE IT. AKU NAK BIG BURFDAE BASH LAH.. 21ST SEH! HAIZ!!

I NEED TO GET THIS BY THE END OF THIS MTH:

LENSES
BLACK BODYCON DRESS
BROWN "BOOTS"
STILLETO

2009-10-13T17:17:00.002+08:00

a proper entry:
i m down with luck this few days. like dun tell me..karma befalls after it hit me once.. like it will happen agaen..n history just repeat itself...wen i have not yet lost grip of the last one. how it pressurized me from within..yes i learn from mistake..but wat if i insist of doing the same mistake..n get hurt all over again. why dun i just appreciate my relationship. why must i take the hard way. i know i hurt alot of people along the way..i have enuff of it...can i just be fair to one person..! ahh...aku nak change but i fcuking cannot sial!!

what if suddenly my love for bird just keep on decreasing..what if wen i m with him..i think of sumone else..help me people!

2009-10-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

aku nak beli 4d tomorow.it suckx....aku bnget..this is pressurizing.

2009-10-09T13:32:00.002+08:00

a lady's instinct is always strong..

i just can't believe that u did all this to me... it hurts..n it hurts so much..
after having so much fun with my gfs yst night..
i didnt expect to get all this in return..
i cry for you cuz..evry single sec that we spent tyme together..u always brighten up my day..
i just hope..hopefully one fine day..u will change...

2009-10-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH BODY SUITS!

BASED IN HIGH FASHION STYLE....

2009-10-03T13:15:00.002+08:00

i m in need to fixed my eyelashes...need to put summore up...
this is so fcuking random....project's nt done...
everything is so cock up!
aku miss jln raya-ing...haizzzz.
dblo on the 1st was splendid...herman..u always made my day! ilove you for being so jealous! pictures of total bullshits will b up soon!

2009-09-27T10:21:00.002+08:00

i almost met wit an accident yest night otw to town. but luckily luck was on our side..we manage to pass through.. caught my leg..but manage to react fast... kalau tk terseret aku skali kat road.

fcuk you taxi driver..i shud have remember ur plate num...n buy 4d!

2009-09-26T10:01:00.002+08:00

TO BDK2 LYS : I DONT HAVE ALL UR NO....BUT IF YOU BABES HAPPEN TO READ THIS..ATYKAH YG MANIS NIE WOULD LIKE YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT I CANNOT MAKE IT ON THE 11TH OF OCT. I HAVE SUMTHING ON..WHICH I FORGOT ALL ABOUT IT. SO IF YOU CAN CHANGE TO ANOTHER DATE..IT WOULD BE BETTER. BUT IF CAN'T DEN I WILL TRY TO MAKE IT..SORRY PPLE!

2009-09-23T06:41:00.004+08:00

1ST OF SYAWAL

MORE PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED AT FACEBOOK..IF I HAVE THE TIME.

2009-09-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

2nd day of raye..stuck with my siblings while parents are bz at jb-visiting. dari pagi till now at 845 oi..luper ke anak kat umah ngah mendak like fcuk!

so because of the ohsoboring day.......i decided to try out a random white kebaya that i bought two weeks ago to match with bird's. got the corset from my previous kebaya..but my kain is so out of colour n it just doesnt match the whole thing. so might going GEYlanG..this weekend.

but anyone kalau lah rase2 aku nie muat size korg ader kain putih leh pinjam? one day event...so i tynk i can cut cost. so aku nie bukan lah gemok sgt.so if there is any...can lend me?

2009-09-18T11:47:00.002+08:00

I MISS WORKING.
I MISS WORKING AT THE AIRPORT.
I MISS MY BATCH OF CUST SVC AGENT.
I MISS OUR SMOKING SESSIONS AT SUNFLOWER GARDEN.
I MISS RUNNING WITH HEELS AND DOCX IN OUR HANDS.
I MISS REPORTING AT SDO. CHECK OUR UFIS.
I MISS WALKIE TALKIE.
I MISS LOOKING AT NEW STUFFS AT DFS.
I MISS LOOKING AT PASSENGERS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD!
I MISS LOOKING AT FLIGHTS.
I MISS GETTING FREE FOOD AND DRINKS FROM THE CABIN CREW.
I MISS WALKING AT THE AEROBRIDGE.
I MISS WAKING UP EARLY AT 3..TO JUST PUT ON MAKEUP AND WASH UP.
I MISS OUR TRANSPORT.
I MISS BITCHING.
I MISS ALL THE SUPER KEREK OFFICERS.
I MISS WRITING UP REPORT.
I MISS DOING TANGO 3.

AKU NAK KEJE AIRPORT BALEK PLXXX!

2009-09-17T07:25:00.002+08:00

IFTAR WITH MY SEC PEEPS AT SEOUL GARDEN DOWNTWN ON THURS. EVERY MINUTE AND HRS SPENT WAS EXTREMELY SPLENDID! NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE THE BEST MEMORIES WE HAD DURING SEC YEARS. PICTURES OF THE MINAH2 KENTAL WAS REMINSCE!

MY WEEKENDS FOR RAYE IS ALMOST PACK. SO I CANT WAIT FOR VISITING AND GD FOOD.

CANT WAIT FOR ALL THE PICTURES TO BE UPLOADED..MIGHT TAKE A WHILE FOR THEM TO UPLOAD

2009-09-15T07:30:00.003+08:00

iftAR with my ITE classmateS AT HJH maimunah

2009-09-15T06:46:00.004+08:00

the dae we went for iftar at beach rd!

2009-09-13T11:35:00.000+08:00

wtf sampai biler aku leh upload gmbar nie. prangai mcm nennek nyer blogger ah!!
i got so much stuff to buy before raye comes,
like concealer n foundation n the powder n heels n mebbe accesories..n beg..n like mebbe getting myself a new baju..mebbe green in colour n mebbe dye my hair or highligh it..n mebbe rebond n mebbe xtensions n mebbe buy something noice for my room.
hhehehhehe. 200 cukup tk?!

2009-09-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY

Went to IKEA to get my curtain rod. i got the curtains but i didnt manage to get the black ones which is so out of stock. might head there back on friday with bf.
aku nak black jugak!!!

then slept for an hr or so..meet bf n he surprised me with my very own new helmet.. no arai for me now. chrome sumore beybey!
but there is a lil scratch psal terjatuh.

iftar at pizza hut at bedok..

den to xpo to get rayer shoes..which is just okie...cuz aku tk berkenan..n tu lah yg paling lawa...

den meet shafiee and tirta at illuma for aliens at the attic..

by 1145 reach geylang to get bf chapal and songkok!
and imagine all the things in hand by being a pillion..mak oi!

2009-09-12T09:56:00.000+08:00

wth...blogger seems so annoying.i cant even upload fotos!

2009-09-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

pictures from the bird park

*bird nyer fam katerkan

2009-09-04T12:35:00.002+08:00

dun mind the tipsy face.

aku rindu kao lah bdoh.

after wat u say to me this morning..

i realise that i do care...

i do need you..eventhough ur attitude so fcuk up.

thanks for being there.

btw muker kau busuk sak man kat sinie.

all the best for bini baru yg kau terjumpe kat maner2 tah!

2009-09-03T10:02:00.001+08:00

bird took a verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry las min leave to accompany me to keppel..to send my canon digi to the svc ctr. randomly i caNT be bothered to re-edit this picture. is the top noice? i watch bruno pple! it was fcukingly hilarious..n i bet the guy sitting on my right..was so gay!

2009-08-30T09:54:00.000+08:00

today i m gonna spent lyk hell- shopping baby!!

2009-08-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

i suppose to lose weight, detoxify myself.
but NO!

suddenly the urge of sweet drinks...cheeseburger..cupcakes..pasta.wth!!
naz make me fat..he keeps on eating cus he is super thin..n then he goes to bed after each meal..he ask me to follow his ways..
ahhhhh...kau buat aku gemuk..sial!

okie...i m better off with bird..i guess!
the one who will always remind me of..jgn mkn bnyak2 b..minum air putih b..

okie..bck to detoxifying

2009-08-28T09:45:00.001+08:00

i m gonna stop doing all this betrayal shit...everything's gonna end soon.
i promise you, bird.

2009-08-18T10:37:00.001+08:00

i become my ol self the other day.
i have got a neu love.

2009-08-14T10:10:00.001+08:00

should i go back to my ol' ways?!

aku benci bf!

2009-08-11T14:53:00.002+08:00

i miss mos with syed muhd firdaus and shahri.
i miss zouk with rendra
i miss dblo with rashid.
n soon dzul...i m gonna miss u..i miss u lah idiot

2009-08-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

mr white machine is back with us.

should i go night safari or jurong birdpark?
should i go bowling?
should i watch movie again?

2009-08-08T15:40:00.001+08:00

[re]dit

can u explain to me..y everything seems to be so drastic?

my pretty long weekends will be spent on long bus and mrt rides.
no late night breeze....i will be pokai if its spent on cabs.
my dear white machine, y do u start giving problems on friday?!

2009-08-03T07:39:00.000+08:00

if only you can spare me a time, for me to accept ur explanation and apologies
i detest u!!

2009-07-29T12:26:00.023+08:00

2009-07-29T10:34:00.001+08:00

BF SUPRISED ME WITH HIS NEW MACHINE!
BUT THE COLOUR JUST SUCK.

I HAVE YET TO UPDATE OUR SAT TRIP..

2009-07-27T12:50:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MYSELF!!

HAHAHA

2009-07-23T13:12:00.003+08:00

i m not upset that my gpa drop..i just hate the fact that the lecturers gave me that ouhsopathetic faces.

on bright side..i dun care two hoots bout this. i create the trouble..im gonna be responsible.

psstttt.....eating baked potatoes with dbl the cheese!

2009-07-21T13:03:00.001+08:00

i really self declared myself 4 days of holidays.

i had effing great time with bf over the weekends.
powerhse on saturday.
sleague match on sunday.
getaway on mon n tue.

tomorow bck to skool..hopefully will just sit put and missing yong tao foo like hell

2009-07-17T10:19:00.002+08:00

The past two days, been to work with bf.
n yest i skip lunch at work n meet bf for our lunch.
skip work after lunch n decided to fuck off with it!

my final say..i am not going back there. wateva shit happens, its my decision.
i know my grades would drop..but i dun have to suck up to everyone just to get good grades.
if i dun like means i dun like!

so work sucks..but dblo was great.

2009-07-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

i think i look retarded. this was goin to james yst nite

2009-07-09T09:30:00.002+08:00

i fcuking hate my attachment!!!
aku benci!!!!

i will not mention where i work so as not to mem-busuk kan namer!
i simply hate it cuz of 8 hrs of standing den that is not all..of out of the 8hrs i think that only 2 hrs out of it i am doing something and the rest of the day would be giving out coupon. what are the cons of giving out coupon- people wont take it, as most of them work there and they noe that the food dont seem appetizing. i was given half hour break. my smoke break is only during breaktime- for ur info swensens is not even like them n at the very least at swensens..u wont be bored of the working environment.its on the go!

i duno which part benefits me from learning.
i am the person who loves research.. i am the person who love to write. not giving out pathetic coupons. can i do projct rather den ia!
aku dh voice out, i hope ms lin n ms priya do something. or worse to worse i need to perservere

2009-07-06T19:21:00.002+08:00

wHAT i haTE most every TIME i gEt a yEAR olDER?!
i hate to know what wud the next day be. who will i meet. what sickness i am getting.
n lastly eventhough sumtings are already in the past n i mean past..is to get to know that the first person you once love like shit. is goona get married. Rashid my very first heart melt is getting married this year with my forever pompuan aku paling benci. but i am happie for them.

so when you sTArt reminiscing the past. it hurts like mcm org tk betol..padehal tk perlu rase gtu..biase jugak..girls wud be girls.

so i will mengamuk like mad n rase life tkder hope when..my cute arab kACUkan x bf, SYED MUHD FIRDAUS IS engaged or married. but hopefully nt this year..but in future to comes walAupun dah past...
u will know when it happens to you.

now...i just love my life right now...
eventhough bf is such a shitto.
powerhs lagik wed nite..saper mau join...

2009-06-30T12:20:00.000+08:00

james james james on wednesday!
lets get power-ed up!

2009-06-30T11:31:00.002+08:00

asal lah aku tkleh copy n paste

2009-06-28T12:43:00.001+08:00

i just came back from another round of kl trip.
i still have sore eyes.

2009-06-22T11:22:00.003+08:00

hotness kan? tkyah ckp! i think i have fetish for shoes. but aku tk suker heels.

2009-06-22T09:20:00.004+08:00

4 movies done in 3 days.

2009-06-21T17:37:00.001+08:00

i had life's a beach party at sentosa and powerhse yst night!
contented and shagged n sore eyes in the morning!

more enjoyable holidays...
nxt week kl again!

2009-06-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

KL WAS PRETTY AWESOME LAH SEI!!!

2009-06-14T14:27:00.002+08:00

let's cheer up. be joolly..n dun give two hoots of wat's going to happen.
every obstacles that we go thru is a life lesson.

i noe that sumhow sumday..be it later or now. i noe i did my very best.

jom ber-jolly.
aku tk kuase lagik lah oi!

2009-06-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow.
If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder.
If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow.
If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile.

where are those promises?

2009-06-13T15:41:00.000+08:00

Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you.
They are not perfect but are always perfect for you.

2009-06-12T18:24:00.001+08:00

if one an accept the past that i have been thru. i noe no one else would accept me lyk u do.

2009-06-11T18:00:00.002+08:00

how i wish if i am 170cm and above. how i wish i have skinny legs. how i wish i was thin.
how i wish dat money would fall from trees. pick it n used it. how i wish i m travelling here and there..why m i still stuck in this tiny dot. i believe that money brings happiness to me. so i can see the world. i have to promise myself..i have to save alots n lots of money. i m nt going to depnd on others.

lets go all around the world bebeh!

2009-06-11T16:22:00.002+08:00

the days are nearing
i will be missing my companion, my soul.
now i know that u r the best of everything.
ur patience i will solemly missed.
i know i can never find someone like you animore.

2009-06-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

this is hurting me. as days goes.. it is stabbing right till the end of my heart.
tearing me into pieces. you dunno that..n u will never knew.

2009-06-09T16:27:00.001+08:00

FRIDAY I HAVE AN INTERVIEW IN TUAS FOR MY IA. THKX AH JAUH2.
ATYKAH..PANDAI2 KAU SAVE DUET CAB. U SURE NEED THAT IF UR APPLICATION IS SUCCESSFUL.

AKU BENCI KAMU, SELFISH!

2009-06-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
CHEEKS!

How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
SHAG BUT WAT TO DO MY KUZIN GETTING ENGAGED

Who was the last person you took photo with?
NISA MY KAKAK SDARE

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
NOPE

Would you ever donate blood?
I WILL..BUT I NEED A COMPANION

Do you want someone dead?
YES

What does the last message in your inbox says?
"SERIOUSLY CM RETARD EH?" - DZUL

What are you thinking right now?
CAN HE NOT GT ENGAGED.

Do you wish someone with you right now?
NOBODEE

What time you went to bed last night?
1AM

Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now?
I AM NOT WEARING A TEE. BUT SPAG TOP

Is Someone in your mind?
NO ONE

Who was the last person who texted you?
DZUL

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I WAS TAGGED BY AIEKA

2009-06-07T19:56:00.001+08:00

i am so elated on friday cux..i got to meet herman on thurs nite after so long.
aku suker senyum kamu giler-giler nyer!

2009-06-02T00:56:00.002+08:00

kening naek2 dah start grow..its messy. gonna thread soon.
i getting fatter day by day.

2009-05-30T20:59:00.001+08:00

powershot SX200 IS
i am wanting to get this. the cam may not look so sleeq but its 12.1 megapixel n imptly 12x optical zoom.
mak oi. marco shots would turn out great..almost act like a dslr but why not when u cn get it smaller.
so saving up...

2009-05-27T08:53:00.003+08:00

i miss ur hardflips.
i miss ur stunts.
i miss my sk8ter boy.

this is hard.

no not thinking of having u bck. but i miss that u were always dere for me.

2009-05-26T18:49:00.004+08:00

SUN DRAGGED BF TO PENIN..TOT OF GETTING A RUSTY MAKEUP BAG...BUT TO NO AVAIL. DEN GET OUR FEET OFF TO FAR EAST TO GET MY TOP BUT DIDNT MANAGE TO GET THE COLOUR THAT I WANT..BUT TAKE THE OTHER ONE. BY 3 DAYS N ITS GONE. SO I LEARNED THAT IF I WANT IT..I GET IT ON THE SPOT.
HEAD TO CINELEISURE TO CATCH NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2. HILARIOUS..

SATURDAY WAS SPLENDID!